"Lost" Poem By AB~

Sometimes darkness creeps into the day
And nothing I do
Seems to chase it away
And deep in my sorrow
I sink like a stone
To a deep distant place
Were I am alone
And although I can see it
I cant reach the light
And were ever I turn
All I feel is the night
In trenched in my sorrow
I fall further down
Spiraling deeper
Around and around
Until I hit bottom
And I wish I could die
Because life without love
Is truly a lie
And If someone loves me
I push them away
Because loving myself
Must come first,as they say
I need to believe
And trying so hard
But you can't love yourself
When you hate who you are
So I'm trying to change
And find the right me
Someone I love
The one I can be
In the dark I m lost
And I cant see the light
And I really don't know
If it daytime or night
But if there's a shimmer
I will rise on that day
And pray for the sun
To chase darkness away
And for that loved me
To stand in my shoes
And pull myself up
To the life I would choose
Were I could be happy
And never see hate
Because hating yourself
Is hideous fate
searching the darkness
I'm grasping for hope
For me to be strong
And throw me a rope
To pull myself up
To heal my sick mind
And until I do this
You must leave me behind
Because you too will fall
If you don't turn away
For the bags that I carry
Are my bills to pay
Your credit is good
But you cant win a fight
When my tears wet the wick
Of your candle at night

"Tears of the Past" Poem By AB~

The sun is quickly setting
Another day has passed
Fallen to time
Time thats going fast
Once she was so little
Sitting naked on the ground
Playing with dirt
And small sticks
That she'd found
That child turned to four
Realized she was alone
No one seemed to notice
She was shatter to the bone
That little girl turned six
And her tears fell like rain
Not a single person guessed
She was burdened deep with shame
As she turned eight
She was salaam, she was grown
The little girl inside
Had grown wings and had flow
Elven passed quickly
All tears were hidden deep
Though inside the pain was rising
Not a moment did she weep
Fourteen stands before you
A woman to the eyes
Only inside she was frozen
And a child in a disguise
Sweet sixteen brought troubles
And her heart forever cried
But the tears that she was weeping
Were falling safe inside
Eighteen years to suffer
She wanted free from pain
Crying still forbidden
She felt she'd go insane
Twenty, twenty one
A child no more
Living on her own
Her clothes
Thrown out the door
Twenty three, twenty six
The years quickly passed
A family of her own
The twenties speed by fast
Twenty eight twenty nine
At last shes feeling free
But all tears shes lost
Are coming back to me.

"Sunakshi" poem by Abbey~

Alone she sits crying,
Her heart in her tears,
Alone she is dying,
But he doesn't care,
Shes knows that she loves him,
But why can't she see,
If he doesn't love her,
She's better off free,
She's vibrant and youthful,
She's everyone joy,
But she is a woman,
And not someones toy,
She needs to stand up,
And feel her embrace,
Love who she is,
And not give love chase,
For love that is true,
Love that is pure,
Will come to you freely,
And stay evermore.

"Nature's Gift" Poem by AB~

Oh beautiful world I love you,
Everything under the sun,
From the shoreline to the mountians,
Your cup has over run,
You've everything to offer,
All I'll ever need,
I simply ask it's given,
No need to beg or plead,
On a sandy beach I find it,
Or on a mountians side,
Reflected back in blue lagoons,
And in the oceans wide,
It's hidden in your forrests,
And dancing in starlight,
Baking in the desserts heat,
Or in cool breeze at night,
It's rolling in clover fields,
And under a moonlight sky,
It's found in every leaf and branch,
And in watching a daisy seed fly,
Magic is all around us,
In every thing I see,
Nature has a gift to give,
And it's given it's gift to me,
Just look and you will see it,
If nature is something you prize,
A world of gifts is waiting for you,
It's right here....open your eyes.