"Awake" Poem by AB~

Here's a story,
True as thy,
Holding not,
A hint of lie,
About a girl lost in pain,
She couldn't tell,
Her tears from rain,
In sad refrain,
She'd spend her nights,
Watching stars,
And distant lights,
Praying for,
Her dreams to fly,
But in her heart,
She felt she'd die,
And when the sun,
Came up to play,
She'd pray to bare,
Another day,
Days flew by,
And tears grew cold,
Dreams were dime,
But never sold,
She walked through life,
A ghost with eyes,
But then one day to her supprise,
She woke as if,
From in a dream,
And came to life,
A brillient beem,
For she found love,
And love embraced,
It shown upon,
Her fragile face,
Her eyes grew bright,
Her cheek rose red,
And dreams once more,
Filled her head,
Pretty notions,
Laughing mind,
Blowing were,
The river winds,
So carefree,
She thought she'd fly,
And as her days slipped,
Swiftly by,
The tears dried up,
And Joy replaced,
The pain that caused her heart to race,
And laughter caught her pretty eyes,
And shown beyond,
Her pale disguise,
Her beauty sailed and dreams took flight,
And now she calls the moon,
Each night,
To wake the stars,
That shine anew,
And welcome morning bright and blue,
You see this girls,
Found love within,
This story ends,
Let life begin.

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"Let Sorrow Break" Poem by AB~

Laughter dances,
Souls awake,
Dry your tears,
Let sorrow break,
Sounds of sadness,
Dead they lay,
Free your heart,
That joy may stay,
Calm your body,
Rest your feet,
Hands connect,
As minds meet,
Beads of hope,
Prayers to hold,
Clasped firmly,
Pure as gold,
Happy chatter,
Singing cheers,
Wash away,
Endless fears,
Caught in minutes,
Measured breath,
Holding time,
Safe from death,
Feelings stopped,
Pain earased,
Giving hearts,
May darkness chase,
Running backwards,
Falling free,
Blackbird fly,
Away from me.

"Clay" Poem By AB~

Sitting in a pool of thoughts,
A tranquil distant dreaming,
Cool with widening ripples,
Glassy swirls are gleaming,
Colliding into chasm,
Sharply boldly crashing,
Upon my gentle mind,
Rising up and clashing,
Feeling the dawn of shame,
Losing it while I'm waiting,
Greedily hanging back,
Lost in distant hating,
Caress these retched demons,
Steely cold and beaming,
Hot there fiery eyes,
beady red and steaming,
Melting into peace,
Falling wide and asking,
Holding onto truth,
Torn while still unmasking,
Chasing into tears,
Pooling were I'm laying,
Pouring into dreams,
Quietly clasped and praying,
Floating in this sewage,
Hanging up the washing,
Thoughts are flowing back,
Turning black and tossing,
Return their proper placement,
Clay thats soft but setting,
Glad I'm holding back,
Feelings bound with netting,
Loosen free the ropes,
Hopes undone and flying,
Composure sweats away,
Fears are softly dying.

"Bleached" Poem By AB~

Unmask this illness I'm feeling,
Wash the blemish from my mind,
Unload this guilt I am caring,
Leave this tension far behind,

Pale I feel, weak and broken,
Mend these seems I have stressed,
I am walking ,forward motion,
muddy stains upon my dress,

Indeed a print, hides its secrets,
But on pastels, they stand out clear,
Still on white, they are blaring,
Every sad mistake and fear,

And so I see stains so boldly,
Black as night, on light as day,
Dare I fill my world with colors,
When this filth won't clean away,

Bound I feel, in murky waters,
A ringing bell, can't be unsung,
So in puddles I am wadding,
All my hopes in sunshine hung,

I can't have life sit wasted,
Like a white dress with a stain,
I'll wear my shame and all unspoken,
And let the sun bleach out my pain.

"Boomerang" Poem by AB~

I feel this whole deep inside me,
Like someone has drilled in my soul,
And the harder I try and fill it,
The farther I feel from my goal,
Today I felt brilliantly happy,
But behind all the joy, I felt pain,
And although I tried to erase it,
I felt it come back once again,
I don't want to feel all this sadness,
I wish I could just close a door,
And know it was gone forever,
But something inside me has tore,
And I don't know what part I have broken,
I don't know what piece I have lost,
And although I'll never stop searching,
Feeling this way has a cost,
It's shameful to never be happy,
To feel like you don't love yourself,
It batters the core of your being,
A takes a toll on your health,
In my mind, I feel rather crazy,
I know I'm not bad, like I feel,
I need to find love for myself,
And stop hating me, so I heal,
It sounds so simple and easy,
And I wish I knew the right way,
But this tare,inside me, isn't mending,
And this coats growing colder each day.

"She Loves Me, She Loves Me Not" Poem by AB~

She loves me, she loves me not,
A silly game to play,
How could daisy's read your mind,
And know just what to say,

For even I can't guess your heart,
What thoughts you hide away,
Behind those gorgeous eyes,
Locked up tight to stay,

Let down your hair,come walk with me,
I want to hold your hand,
Laugh in the waves,dancing down the beach,
Our footprints in the sand,

We'll stay until the sun sets low,
And shadows touch your cheek,
Glassy moonbeams wipe them off,
And stars play hide and seek,

I want to know your every dream,
I live to hear you breath,
So tell me love, what threads do catch,
What tapestry you weave,

You eyelids close,like fairy dust,
What magic spells they cast,
Stopping time, they bind me tight,
And hold me firm and fast,

As they wake, I feel the sun,
Has risen just for me,
An angel dressed in moonlight robes,
Standing by the sea,

In that blink, both night and day,
My futures, in disguise,
So tell me what do daises know,
That hides behind those eyes.

"Our Garden" Poem by AB~

I'm thinking I need you forgiveness,
For all of the things that I do,
Even though I'm asking,
It's not like I set out to hurt you,
I know sometimes I'm childish,
And tomorrow, seems far away,
I really I need to plan better,
And not just live for today,
I know our futures golden,
Your building it to be,
And though I too have hardships,
All your struggles, I know, are for me,
Maybe you think I am selfish,
That I can't see all that you do,
But if you could see my thoughts,
You'd see how much I respect you,
I totally think you're perfect,
Because you're, just what I need,
Everyone has flaws,
And every garden has a weed,
But what your planting special,
It's sprouts are pruned and planned,
And you know that it won't flourish,
If it's planted in all sand,
So your trying nourish the soil,
That our flower may blossom and grow,
And even though your still learning,
Your doing the best that you know,
Maybe you can't see its raining,
And the sun is shining bright to,
That when I seem to be selfish,
I'm really trying to show you,
Our gardens sprouting a rainbow,
It's growing right out of our tears,
The soil you think is sand, is rich,
And you need to let go of your fears,
Our flowers already have blossoms,
There in all of the things that we do,
And I guess when I ask your forgiveness,
What I'm trying to say is, I love you.

"Mermaid's Delight" Poem by AB~

Light is seeping in my windows,
Behind the blinds I hide away,
Though the sunlights gladly calling,
I won't go outside today,
My bodys weak, and I am shaky,
My face is flushed my cheeks all red,
Sleepless nights, alone awaking,
Today I'll rest and stay in bed.
But in my head my thoughts do wander,
Wander far beyond my doors,
To differant times, and differant places,
Differant lands, differant shores.
Salty air, my boat is sinking,
I'm sucked down, beyond the light,
Under waves I am falling,
Down were it is black as night,
Yet a shimmer,I grown closer,
What is it, and who are they,
Undersea, the sunlights breaking,
Now the waters bright as day,
Dasling fins, silver scales,
I look to see my legs no more,
Under water I am breathing,
Like I did upon the shore,
Wrapping 'round my face and breasts,
My hair tangles in seedweed,
Little fish around me flicker,
Showing off there grace and speed,
Tiny bubbles gentaly tickle,
Carress my arms as they rise,
Jelly fish float like bloosoms,
I cannot belive my eyes.
Like a fish I move my body,
Pushing towards the shining light,
Undersea a world is waking,
Breaking forth mermaid delight,
Now amoung them I am swiming,
Flowing hair,glistning tailes,
Singing sweety under water,
Sun reflecting off there scales,
Faster, faster they are swirling,
Around and round my dizzy head,
I awake and I am sitting,
All alone, and safe in bed.
Gone the mermen,
Gone the mermaid,
No more Jelly fish or reef,
Rescude from the chilly waters,
I breath a sigh of sweet relief.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath,
Back to sleep, I drift away,
Still I hear the mermaids singing,
Concshells calls, guide back my way.

"Open Your Wings" Poem by AB~

Sing little birdie,sing your song,
Sing about the sky,
Sing with all you vioce,
The tears, you could not cry,
Open up your wings,
Catch a lonley breeze,
Sail into the heavens,
Don't look back for me,
Find a gental place to rest,
Sit apon a star,
Sing of all the dreams,you dream,
Sing of who you are,
And when the moring blossoms,
When the sunlight breaks,
Breath your song the morning dew,
And in your mind awake,
Thoughts wet with clover,
Frangraced wet with dew,
Little bird,hold dear your song,
For it's unque to you,
It flows apon your heartstrings,
It vibrates in your soul,
And on your lips it finds its way,
It's vioce will make you whole,
And when your sung your last note,
Come swiftly back to sit,
Apon my tiny window,
Were first your dreams were light.

"Let Tears Fall Like Rain" Poem by AB~

I want to be a child,
To cry and not feel shame,
That I can't fix the sadness,
That I have come to claim,
Because youre not the reason,
I find it on my own,
And even when your with me,
I feel so all alone,
I know it's not your fault,
I hide myself away,
And even if you asked me why,
I know I couldn't say,
It's something deep inside me,
I'm broken clean in two,
The me that you see,
The me I hide from you,
Even when you think you know,
You really have no clue,
Smiles don't tell a thing,
It's a mask I wear for you,
I'm not a happy person,
For me to laughs a lie,
Because when I laugh,
I really want to cry,
I know it sounds so immiture,
So pittiful and lame,
And even as I cry,
I'm building up more shame,
Shame I can't release the pain,
Shame I can't break free,
That I am not in control,
My emotions have the best of me,
So let me have my blanket,
Let tears fall like rain,
Let me be alone,
Let me feel my pain.

"Lost" Poem By AB~

Sometimes darkness creeps into the day
And nothing I do
Seems to chase it away
And deep in my sorrow
I sink like a stone
To a deep distant place
Were I am alone
And although I can see it
I cant reach the light
And were ever I turn
All I feel is the night
In trenched in my sorrow
I fall further down
Spiraling deeper
Around and around
Until I hit bottom
And I wish I could die
Because life without love
Is truly a lie
And If someone loves me
I push them away
Because loving myself
Must come first,as they say
I need to believe
And trying so hard
But you can't love yourself
When you hate who you are
So I'm trying to change
And find the right me
Someone I love
The one I can be
In the dark I m lost
And I cant see the light
And I really don't know
If it daytime or night
But if there's a shimmer
I will rise on that day
And pray for the sun
To chase darkness away
And for that loved me
To stand in my shoes
And pull myself up
To the life I would choose
Were I could be happy
And never see hate
Because hating yourself
Is hideous fate
searching the darkness
I'm grasping for hope
For me to be strong
And throw me a rope
To pull myself up
To heal my sick mind
And until I do this
You must leave me behind
Because you too will fall
If you don't turn away
For the bags that I carry
Are my bills to pay
Your credit is good
But you cant win a fight
When my tears wet the wick
Of your candle at night

"Tears of the Past" Poem By AB~

The sun is quickly setting
Another day has passed
Fallen to time
Time thats going fast
Once she was so little
Sitting naked on the ground
Playing with dirt
And small sticks
That she'd found
That child turned to four
Realized she was alone
No one seemed to notice
She was shatter to the bone
That little girl turned six
And her tears fell like rain
Not a single person guessed
She was burdened deep with shame
As she turned eight
She was salaam, she was grown
The little girl inside
Had grown wings and had flow
Elven passed quickly
All tears were hidden deep
Though inside the pain was rising
Not a moment did she weep
Fourteen stands before you
A woman to the eyes
Only inside she was frozen
And a child in a disguise
Sweet sixteen brought troubles
And her heart forever cried
But the tears that she was weeping
Were falling safe inside
Eighteen years to suffer
She wanted free from pain
Crying still forbidden
She felt she'd go insane
Twenty, twenty one
A child no more
Living on her own
Her clothes
Thrown out the door
Twenty three, twenty six
The years quickly passed
A family of her own
The twenties speed by fast
Twenty eight twenty nine
At last shes feeling free
But all tears shes lost
Are coming back to me.

"Sunakshi" poem by Abbey~

Alone she sits crying,
Her heart in her tears,
Alone she is dying,
But he doesn't care,
Shes knows that she loves him,
But why can't she see,
If he doesn't love her,
She's better off free,
She's vibrant and youthful,
She's everyone joy,
But she is a woman,
And not someones toy,
She needs to stand up,
And feel her embrace,
Love who she is,
And not give love chase,
For love that is true,
Love that is pure,
Will come to you freely,
And stay evermore.

"Nature's Gift" Poem by AB~

Oh beautiful world I love you,
Everything under the sun,
From the shoreline to the mountians,
Your cup has over run,
You've everything to offer,
All I'll ever need,
I simply ask it's given,
No need to beg or plead,
On a sandy beach I find it,
Or on a mountians side,
Reflected back in blue lagoons,
And in the oceans wide,
It's hidden in your forrests,
And dancing in starlight,
Baking in the desserts heat,
Or in cool breeze at night,
It's rolling in clover fields,
And under a moonlight sky,
It's found in every leaf and branch,
And in watching a daisy seed fly,
Magic is all around us,
In every thing I see,
Nature has a gift to give,
And it's given it's gift to me,
Just look and you will see it,
If nature is something you prize,
A world of gifts is waiting for you,
It's right here....open your eyes.

"Paint The Rain" Poem by AB

Lightning crashes,
Through the sky,
In the wind,
Leaves fly high,
I am cozy,
Safe indoors,
While out my window,
Thunder roars,
Fragrant smells,
Fill the air,
Moss and mushrooms,
Soon appear,
Outside the raindrops,
Sing and play,
I watch it fall,
On a stormy day,
Through the panes,
Like in a trance,
Mezmorized by,
The droplets dance,
Down the glass,
Like glossy eyes,
The rain stares back,
As heaven crys.

"Tommarrow's Dreams" Poem by AB

I want to hold tommarrow,
To know that it will be,
That everything I've dreamed of,
Is waiting there for me.
I want to know you love me,
And by me you will stand,
Pulling me closer,
Holding tight my hand.
I want to know you hear this,
To know that, I love you,
It's not just a thing I say,
But in everything I do.
I want to know you feel me,
Because I feel you,
Loves pulling on my heartstrings,
It's musics pure and true.
I love you in the mornning,
I love you still at noon.
I love you in the evening,
And under the bright moon.
Even in the twilight,
When the sun slips out of sight,
My love for you has stary eyes,
That guides my love through night.
And when the moonbeams kiss you,
Dancing on your face,
Rember that tommarrows dreams,
Are not an endless chase.

"Chasing Rainbows" Poem by AB

I need you to be,
All you promised to be,
To feel your breath,
Close to me,
To look in your eyes,
And feel your heart,
To hold me tight,
And never part,
To be the one,
That rocks me to sleep,
Kiss me awake,
Stay stronge,when I weep,
To grasp what I can't,
And rise when I fall,
To break down my door,
When I put up my wall,
When the suns going down,
To stay at my side,
And into the sunset,
Togeather we'll ride.

"Suburban Mermaid" Poem By AB

The sound of running water,

Like a luliby,

Soothing as a rainshower,

Falling from the sky,

Floating in a warm bath,

My hair like seagrass,

Daydream my day away,

As the hours pass,

Bubbles in my ears,

Water creeps around,

Covering like a blanket,

Blocking out the sound,

All I hear are trickles,

A soundtrack in my head,

Lost in my daydreams,

In my watery bed.

"Cast Away" Poem by AB~

I wrote a poem in the sand,

The waves met my tears,

Caring away my words,

Lost at sea for years.

Like a message in a bottle,

Kissed by sunshine,

My thoughts traveled far away,

Bobbing with the brine.

And on a distant beach,

They washed up with the tide,

Along with my tears,

The waves had sought to hide.

There I'm waiting for you,

I'm calling out your name,

Oceans can't dilute my love,

Nor extinguish loves flame.

My heart beats with the water.

My tears wet all the land.

My passion rides the waves.

Loves touched each grain of sand.

"Story of a Butterfly" By AB~

There was a little butterfly,
Who lived among the flowers,
Sipping dewdrops from the daises,
And passing by the hours.
Her wings were brightly colored,
Like a rainbow after rain,
And all the other butterflies,
Compare to her looked plain.
They very often teased her,
And sometimes she felt alone,
But she liked the green valley,
And the daisies were her home.
The one day she started thinking,
What was out beyond the trees,
Near the skyline of the valley,
Home to butterflies and bees.
So the butterfly went flying,
To see the world below,
She left the little valley,
But she knew not were she'd go,
She didn't want for nectar,
All the flowers lost there taste,
And there colors lacking something,
Though there petals she had graced.
So she started on her journey,
Out of valley green,
Over field,lakes, and cities,
Something she had never seen.
Her dreams they spurred her on,
So she flew into the night,
Until the sun came up,
Beautiful and bright.
The sun was warm and comforting,
The sky a vast blue sea,
And the butterfly realized,
That there she felt carefree,
For though she loved the flowers,
And the green fields held allure,
The blue skies made her feel,
Something beautiful and pure.
So she flew even higher,
Into heavens bright blue hair,
And she never did come down,
She's still flying way up there.
Now she lives among the clouds,
And drinks the morning's dew,
And she found something better,
Friendships rare and true.
For all the birds they love her,
They bring her flowers sweet,
And every other thing,
That a butterfly would eat.
She sleeps upon a feather,
On top the tallest tree,
And you know that little butterfly,
Is happy as can be.
When the sun begins to set,
You see her colors bright,
They paint the pale blue clouds,
As the day gives way to night.
And as the sun begins to rise,
She wakes and flies up high,
Spreading colors with her wings,
Across the morning sky.

"Missing You" Poem by AB~

I wish we could talk,

I wish we could kiss,

When you are not here,

Oh, the things that I miss,

I miss your kind words,

I miss your sweet voice,

You would not leave,

If I had a choice,

I keep you right here,

I'd not let you go,

I stay by your side,

'Cause I love you so,

I would kiss you all day,

I would kiss you all night,

I would not let you sleep,

We'd make love 'till the light,

We could walk in the rain,

And sing in the sun,

I know we'd be happy,

We always have fun,

We could order in pizza,

And stay home all day,

We don't need to talk,

'Cause I know what you'd say,

We could cuddle in winter,

And kiss as we do,

And in the spring time,

We could kiss then to,

We could go for some coffee,

And sip it all day,

I'd stare in your eyes,

'til you looked away,

I wish I could keep you,

But I'll let you go,

I know you'll be back,

For you love me , I know.

"Kaeidoscope of Memories" By AB ~

Making a kaleidoscope,
Of scenes captured,
Distant memories,
Time has fractured,
Not forgotten,
Not intact,
Tastes, and smells, and dreams,
Bring back,
There colors bright,
As sun shine through,
Holding tight,
My memories of you,
The way you smiled,
The games we played,
Warms my heart,
Every day,
Fragmented reflections,
Meld to make,
Pictures strong,
That time can't take.

"In Your Arms" Poem by AB ~

In your arms I feel happy,

In your arms I feel free,

In your arms I'm all woman,

In your arms I am me,

Soft embrace, your heart is beating,

I feel your breath upon my cheek,

In your arms I am stronger,

But in your arms, I feel weak.

Your body's heat, it draws me closer,

Our body's meld, to yours mine pours,

Though in your arms, I'm am separate,

In your arms I'm all yours.

And when you whisper, that you love me,

My soul forever sings your name,

For words of truth, bells have motion,

Our love is not a shallow game.

So doubter pass, do not begrudge us,

Leave doubts at our door,

For in these arms I am taken,

We'll hold this love forevermore.

"Dreamy Eyes" Poem By AB ~

Dreamy eyed one,

Alone you sit,

Quite and still,

Eyes alight,

A mind on fire,

Your souls a blaze,

Your thoughts puzzle,

A intricate maze,

Lost in dreams,

That never die,

Even as,

The world rolls by,

And in the shadows,

Cast by night,

Your eyes lids close,

And dreams take flight,

Morning breaks,

Dreams are new,

May dreams in dreamy eyes,

Come true.

"I Had a Dream About You" Poem By AB ~

I had a dream about you,
We were walking hand in hand,
The oceans waves were beating,
As our feet sunk in the sand.

I had a dream about you,
We were lying in the grass,
Watching clouds, high above,
As the time did pass.

I had a dream about you,
We were sitting in a tree,
Talking 'bout our childhood,
And the times to be.

I had a dream about you,
We were nestled in some hay,
I tickled you with straw,
And you wrestled it away.

I had a dream about you,
In a small cafe for tea,
I was starring in your eyes,
They were staring back at me.

I had a dream about you,
We were reading in the shade,
The birds were singing to us,
As together their we laid.

I had a dream about you,
Rain running down your face,
I went to wipe it off,
And we kissed in sweet embrace.

I had a dream about you,
The sun was sinking low,
We both new what the time was,
But neither cared to go.

"Lost in the Leaves" Poem by AB ~

As a child, Id climb to the top of a tree,

And rest on a limb ,way up high,

Alone I would sit, quite and still,

For hours I'd stare at the sky,

Perched in the branches, I'd let troubles go,

Like dry leaves , they'd all fall away,

Replaced by my dreams, I'd create a new world,

Were sky's would be blue everyday,

In my dreams I'd ride dragons, and carry a sword,

In a sheath that was covered with jewels,

Protected by magic, I could never be killed,

I'd defeat all the demons and ghouls.

I lived among fairies , and for me they 'd dance,

I too knew the steps in my dreams,

From a cup made of leaves, I'd drink morning dew,

And with faire's dance on moon beams,

Even when raindrops, slid down my nose,

And too my wet back my shirt clung,

Lost in the forest, nestled in leaves,

High in trees daydreams hung.