"Newborn" by AB~

I feel like a blanket unfolded,
Tasting the clover and rye,
Laying softly, on grassy green hills,
Staring way up at the sky,

I feel like a cloud in the blue sky,
Sailing open and free,
Worries and troubles, so far below,
Nothing can bother me,

I feel like an April rainstorm,
Like dancing barefoot in the rain,
Droplets kissing my eyelids,
Washing away all my pain,

I feel like a ribbon of moonlight,
lacing the clouds in the sky,
Brushing the stars with a velvety touch,
Gracing the heavens so high,

I feel like a leaf on the water,
Afloat on a winters cold day,
Swirling down turbid waters,
Nothing can stand in my way,

I feel like a kite as it lifts off,
Catching a warm summer breeze,
Into the bluest of blue skies,
Over the tallest trees,

I feel like a bloom in the dessert,
A cool breath on sandy hot seas,
A quiet oasis, hidden away,
The feeling of you and me,

I feel like a baby resting,
So close I can hear your heart beat,
Even my eyes are smiling,
To my lips, your name tastes so sweet,

I feel like a robin on tree tops,
I feel like a walk in the rain,
I feel like a picnic in springtime,
In your arms I am newborn again.

"Ever in Love" poem by AB~

The birds they sing of sunlight,
After a summers rain,
Shining down, upon the fields,
Of buttercups and grain,

Glimmering in the sunlight,
Leaves twist in the breeze,
Dancing on a brisk breath,
Blowing through the trees,

The sky is like an ocean,
Blue, as blue can be,
The clouds high above,
A float the windy sea,

My heart feels like a kite,
It lifts as if to say,
Let me go, I need to fly,
Into my blue sky day,

In the stillness of this day,
I let my heart fly free,
It tugs upon my heartstrings,
To break away from me,

I pull it back,then let it go,
Far above the trees,
Above the tallest mountain,
Into the bluest sea,

My heart is soaring,dancing, laughing,
Troubles, far away,
Among the clouds, bathed in light,
Happy just to play,

When it will set,I cannot tell,
There's just no way to say,
Ever in love with life,
I'll chase my blue sky day.

"The Stoning" Poem by AB

Hate is cloaked and disguised,
It matters not your face,
Hate has no color,
It's target has no race,

I'm bared to my neck in shit,
and rocks are raining down,
I can't run away,
I can't make a sound,

They choose their words so coldly,
And toss them at my head,
Maybe just to kill the fear,
Thats filling them with dread,

Black,blue and bleeding,
My heart is raining down,
Silently breaking,
Gagged,tied, and bound,

Maybe when I'm older,
I won't give a shit,
If people pass and don't care,
Or even turn and spit,

But when your young and fragile,
When your glass and bone,
Every smirk has daggers,
And every word has stones.

"Mirror Image" Poem by AbiJo~

Shes a Mother,
Proud to be,
Holds the child,
In you and me,

Shes a sister,
Shes Didi,
Love's her siblings,
Wholeheartedly,

Shes a baby,
On my knee
Shes the girl,
Growing free,

Shes a lover,
Entwined is she,
Not you, and her,
But "we"

Shes the woman,
That I see,
Smiling back,
Back at me.

"Everlasting Love" Poem by AbiJo~

When was the day that I realized?
Really I haven't a clue,
But now our hearts are entwined,
Now they are one, not two,

All I can see is your love,
I've froze like a deer, in headlights,
Memorized by this feeling,
My heart has soared to great heights,

Far is the ground, I am flying,
Over the pain I had known,
And though my pain was consuming,
Far more, is the love you've shown,

I want to capture this feeling,
To keep it, to hide it away,
That I will have it always,
And can hold it, when blue skies turn gray,

But moonbeams will fall in the daylight,
Stars can't be held in one's hand,
Rose buds will fade and fold dear,
The ocean will pull from the sand,

Nothing in life is forever,
Nothing in life stays the same,
Even the heavens are changing,
And in time only love will remain,

So I give you this promise now dear,
That no matter, what life, God has planned,
My love for you will not faultier,
Through time, life and death it will stand.

"Love's Redemption" poem by Abbey~

Dreams are rose buds,
Thorns may prick,
But blossoms,
Never will they stick,

Your the fool,
Who asks for night,
Choses darkness,
When theres light,

I'm the person,
Who loved you,
Still my love's,
Forever true,

Love's undying,
Lies die quick,
Flames burn out,
But not the wick,

Love's not reason,
For your shame,
My love is not,
A shallow game,

My heart sings,
Yours hides away,
Love will shine,
And light my way,

You run scared,
In time you'll see,
What we had,
What you can't flee,

Love's redemption,
Sets me free,
Love's alive,
Alive in me.

"Lubna the Faithful" poem by AB~

Lubs the faithful,
Or so I should say,
Because shes still there,
When skies turn gray,

When she is happy,
You will know,
When she is sad,
Her blood she'll show,

Her feeling exposed,
For all to see,
Her heart is taken,
But her soul flies free,

Not to sweet,
Not to sour,
A book smart chick,
With feminine power,

Beauty on the inside,
Beauty on the out,
A beautiful girl,
Without a doubt,

Lubna smile,
For when you do,
You'll have the whole world,
Smiling with you.

"Lullaby" Poem By AB~

Lullaby ,
lullaby,
Wipe your tears,
Don't you cry,

Baby's dreams,
Have gone away,
But love's alive,
And here to stay,

I'll hold you tight,
I won't let go,
Trust me not,
In time I'll show,

How strong, my love,
Has grown to be,
Baby,
Close your eyes for me,

Rock you gently,
Back to sleep,
Kiss your forehead,
When you weep,

I'm here,to comfort,
All your fears,
Dream your sweet dreams,
Dry your tears,

So baby smile,
Let nightmares go,
Because sweet babe,
I love you so.

"The Kill" poem by AB~

A pit in my stomach,
An aching in my heart,
When will it end,
Why did it start,
The days drag on unending,
Sorrow falls like rain,
I want you in my life,
I want you back again,
I'm lost in this confusion,
Drowning in my tears,
Days , minutes, seconds,
All creep by like years,
Time has no purpose,
The future has no day,
Children have no laughter,
Sunrise has no ray,
People walk around me,
I barely know they're there,
Traffic passes slowly,
I don't even care,
Life is going forward,
I am sitting still,
Praying for my happiness,
Waiting for the kill.

"Awake" Poem by AB~

Here's a story,
True as thy,
Holding not,
A hint of lie,
About a girl lost in pain,
She couldn't tell,
Her tears from rain,
In sad refrain,
She'd spend her nights,
Watching stars,
And distant lights,
Praying for,
Her dreams to fly,
But in her heart,
She felt she'd die,
And when the sun,
Came up to play,
She'd pray to bare,
Another day,
Days flew by,
And tears grew cold,
Dreams were dime,
But never sold,
She walked through life,
A ghost with eyes,
But then one day to her supprise,
She woke as if,
From in a dream,
And came to life,
A brillient beem,
For she found love,
And love embraced,
It shown upon,
Her fragile face,
Her eyes grew bright,
Her cheek rose red,
And dreams once more,
Filled her head,
Pretty notions,
Laughing mind,
Blowing were,
The river winds,
So carefree,
She thought she'd fly,
And as her days slipped,
Swiftly by,
The tears dried up,
And Joy replaced,
The pain that caused her heart to race,
And laughter caught her pretty eyes,
And shown beyond,
Her pale disguise,
Her beauty sailed and dreams took flight,
And now she calls the moon,
Each night,
To wake the stars,
That shine anew,
And welcome morning bright and blue,
You see this girls,
Found love within,
This story ends,
Let life begin.

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"Let Sorrow Break" Poem by AB~

Laughter dances,
Souls awake,
Dry your tears,
Let sorrow break,
Sounds of sadness,
Dead they lay,
Free your heart,
That joy may stay,
Calm your body,
Rest your feet,
Hands connect,
As minds meet,
Beads of hope,
Prayers to hold,
Clasped firmly,
Pure as gold,
Happy chatter,
Singing cheers,
Wash away,
Endless fears,
Caught in minutes,
Measured breath,
Holding time,
Safe from death,
Feelings stopped,
Pain earased,
Giving hearts,
May darkness chase,
Running backwards,
Falling free,
Blackbird fly,
Away from me.

"Clay" Poem By AB~

Sitting in a pool of thoughts,
A tranquil distant dreaming,
Cool with widening ripples,
Glassy swirls are gleaming,
Colliding into chasm,
Sharply boldly crashing,
Upon my gentle mind,
Rising up and clashing,
Feeling the dawn of shame,
Losing it while I'm waiting,
Greedily hanging back,
Lost in distant hating,
Caress these retched demons,
Steely cold and beaming,
Hot there fiery eyes,
beady red and steaming,
Melting into peace,
Falling wide and asking,
Holding onto truth,
Torn while still unmasking,
Chasing into tears,
Pooling were I'm laying,
Pouring into dreams,
Quietly clasped and praying,
Floating in this sewage,
Hanging up the washing,
Thoughts are flowing back,
Turning black and tossing,
Return their proper placement,
Clay thats soft but setting,
Glad I'm holding back,
Feelings bound with netting,
Loosen free the ropes,
Hopes undone and flying,
Composure sweats away,
Fears are softly dying.

"Bleached" Poem By AB~

Unmask this illness I'm feeling,
Wash the blemish from my mind,
Unload this guilt I am caring,
Leave this tension far behind,

Pale I feel, weak and broken,
Mend these seems I have stressed,
I am walking ,forward motion,
muddy stains upon my dress,

Indeed a print, hides its secrets,
But on pastels, they stand out clear,
Still on white, they are blaring,
Every sad mistake and fear,

And so I see stains so boldly,
Black as night, on light as day,
Dare I fill my world with colors,
When this filth won't clean away,

Bound I feel, in murky waters,
A ringing bell, can't be unsung,
So in puddles I am wadding,
All my hopes in sunshine hung,

I can't have life sit wasted,
Like a white dress with a stain,
I'll wear my shame and all unspoken,
And let the sun bleach out my pain.

"Boomerang" Poem by AB~

I feel this whole deep inside me,
Like someone has drilled in my soul,
And the harder I try and fill it,
The farther I feel from my goal,
Today I felt brilliantly happy,
But behind all the joy, I felt pain,
And although I tried to erase it,
I felt it come back once again,
I don't want to feel all this sadness,
I wish I could just close a door,
And know it was gone forever,
But something inside me has tore,
And I don't know what part I have broken,
I don't know what piece I have lost,
And although I'll never stop searching,
Feeling this way has a cost,
It's shameful to never be happy,
To feel like you don't love yourself,
It batters the core of your being,
A takes a toll on your health,
In my mind, I feel rather crazy,
I know I'm not bad, like I feel,
I need to find love for myself,
And stop hating me, so I heal,
It sounds so simple and easy,
And I wish I knew the right way,
But this tare,inside me, isn't mending,
And this coats growing colder each day.

"She Loves Me, She Loves Me Not" Poem by AB~

She loves me, she loves me not,
A silly game to play,
How could daisy's read your mind,
And know just what to say,

For even I can't guess your heart,
What thoughts you hide away,
Behind those gorgeous eyes,
Locked up tight to stay,

Let down your hair,come walk with me,
I want to hold your hand,
Laugh in the waves,dancing down the beach,
Our footprints in the sand,

We'll stay until the sun sets low,
And shadows touch your cheek,
Glassy moonbeams wipe them off,
And stars play hide and seek,

I want to know your every dream,
I live to hear you breath,
So tell me love, what threads do catch,
What tapestry you weave,

You eyelids close,like fairy dust,
What magic spells they cast,
Stopping time, they bind me tight,
And hold me firm and fast,

As they wake, I feel the sun,
Has risen just for me,
An angel dressed in moonlight robes,
Standing by the sea,

In that blink, both night and day,
My futures, in disguise,
So tell me what do daises know,
That hides behind those eyes.

"Our Garden" Poem by AB~

I'm thinking I need you forgiveness,
For all of the things that I do,
Even though I'm asking,
It's not like I set out to hurt you,
I know sometimes I'm childish,
And tomorrow, seems far away,
I really I need to plan better,
And not just live for today,
I know our futures golden,
Your building it to be,
And though I too have hardships,
All your struggles, I know, are for me,
Maybe you think I am selfish,
That I can't see all that you do,
But if you could see my thoughts,
You'd see how much I respect you,
I totally think you're perfect,
Because you're, just what I need,
Everyone has flaws,
And every garden has a weed,
But what your planting special,
It's sprouts are pruned and planned,
And you know that it won't flourish,
If it's planted in all sand,
So your trying nourish the soil,
That our flower may blossom and grow,
And even though your still learning,
Your doing the best that you know,
Maybe you can't see its raining,
And the sun is shining bright to,
That when I seem to be selfish,
I'm really trying to show you,
Our gardens sprouting a rainbow,
It's growing right out of our tears,
The soil you think is sand, is rich,
And you need to let go of your fears,
Our flowers already have blossoms,
There in all of the things that we do,
And I guess when I ask your forgiveness,
What I'm trying to say is, I love you.

"Mermaid's Delight" Poem by AB~

Light is seeping in my windows,
Behind the blinds I hide away,
Though the sunlights gladly calling,
I won't go outside today,
My bodys weak, and I am shaky,
My face is flushed my cheeks all red,
Sleepless nights, alone awaking,
Today I'll rest and stay in bed.
But in my head my thoughts do wander,
Wander far beyond my doors,
To differant times, and differant places,
Differant lands, differant shores.
Salty air, my boat is sinking,
I'm sucked down, beyond the light,
Under waves I am falling,
Down were it is black as night,
Yet a shimmer,I grown closer,
What is it, and who are they,
Undersea, the sunlights breaking,
Now the waters bright as day,
Dasling fins, silver scales,
I look to see my legs no more,
Under water I am breathing,
Like I did upon the shore,
Wrapping 'round my face and breasts,
My hair tangles in seedweed,
Little fish around me flicker,
Showing off there grace and speed,
Tiny bubbles gentaly tickle,
Carress my arms as they rise,
Jelly fish float like bloosoms,
I cannot belive my eyes.
Like a fish I move my body,
Pushing towards the shining light,
Undersea a world is waking,
Breaking forth mermaid delight,
Now amoung them I am swiming,
Flowing hair,glistning tailes,
Singing sweety under water,
Sun reflecting off there scales,
Faster, faster they are swirling,
Around and round my dizzy head,
I awake and I am sitting,
All alone, and safe in bed.
Gone the mermen,
Gone the mermaid,
No more Jelly fish or reef,
Rescude from the chilly waters,
I breath a sigh of sweet relief.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath,
Back to sleep, I drift away,
Still I hear the mermaids singing,
Concshells calls, guide back my way.

"Open Your Wings" Poem by AB~

Sing little birdie,sing your song,
Sing about the sky,
Sing with all you vioce,
The tears, you could not cry,
Open up your wings,
Catch a lonley breeze,
Sail into the heavens,
Don't look back for me,
Find a gental place to rest,
Sit apon a star,
Sing of all the dreams,you dream,
Sing of who you are,
And when the moring blossoms,
When the sunlight breaks,
Breath your song the morning dew,
And in your mind awake,
Thoughts wet with clover,
Frangraced wet with dew,
Little bird,hold dear your song,
For it's unque to you,
It flows apon your heartstrings,
It vibrates in your soul,
And on your lips it finds its way,
It's vioce will make you whole,
And when your sung your last note,
Come swiftly back to sit,
Apon my tiny window,
Were first your dreams were light.

"Let Tears Fall Like Rain" Poem by AB~

I want to be a child,
To cry and not feel shame,
That I can't fix the sadness,
That I have come to claim,
Because youre not the reason,
I find it on my own,
And even when your with me,
I feel so all alone,
I know it's not your fault,
I hide myself away,
And even if you asked me why,
I know I couldn't say,
It's something deep inside me,
I'm broken clean in two,
The me that you see,
The me I hide from you,
Even when you think you know,
You really have no clue,
Smiles don't tell a thing,
It's a mask I wear for you,
I'm not a happy person,
For me to laughs a lie,
Because when I laugh,
I really want to cry,
I know it sounds so immiture,
So pittiful and lame,
And even as I cry,
I'm building up more shame,
Shame I can't release the pain,
Shame I can't break free,
That I am not in control,
My emotions have the best of me,
So let me have my blanket,
Let tears fall like rain,
Let me be alone,
Let me feel my pain.

"Lost" Poem By AB~

Sometimes darkness creeps into the day
And nothing I do
Seems to chase it away
And deep in my sorrow
I sink like a stone
To a deep distant place
Were I am alone
And although I can see it
I cant reach the light
And were ever I turn
All I feel is the night
In trenched in my sorrow
I fall further down
Spiraling deeper
Around and around
Until I hit bottom
And I wish I could die
Because life without love
Is truly a lie
And If someone loves me
I push them away
Because loving myself
Must come first,as they say
I need to believe
And trying so hard
But you can't love yourself
When you hate who you are
So I'm trying to change
And find the right me
Someone I love
The one I can be
In the dark I m lost
And I cant see the light
And I really don't know
If it daytime or night
But if there's a shimmer
I will rise on that day
And pray for the sun
To chase darkness away
And for that loved me
To stand in my shoes
And pull myself up
To the life I would choose
Were I could be happy
And never see hate
Because hating yourself
Is hideous fate
searching the darkness
I'm grasping for hope
For me to be strong
And throw me a rope
To pull myself up
To heal my sick mind
And until I do this
You must leave me behind
Because you too will fall
If you don't turn away
For the bags that I carry
Are my bills to pay
Your credit is good
But you cant win a fight
When my tears wet the wick
Of your candle at night